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There would always be a moment when you are uncertain of every thing that surrounds you; when you wonder what step you should do next; when you constantly ask yourself if what you have finally decided was just right with with what you really wanted to pursue.
I am currently IN the moment.Thank you,
 L. Ron Hubbard, for explaining how I genuinely feel:
"There is only one security, and when you've  lost that security, you've lost everything you've got. And that is the  security of confidence in yourself; to be, to create, to make any  position you want to make for yourself. And when you lose that  confidence, you've lost the only security you can have. ...  Self-confidence is self-determinism. One's belief in one's ability to  determine his own course. As long as one has that, he's got the universe  in his pocket. And when he hasn't got that, not all the pearls in China  nor all the grain and corn in Iowa can give him security, because  that's the only security there is."